This discussion and news stories have reminded me of an experience when I was a young graduate student, 40 years ago. A group of us political science students had a special class that met in a suburban Village Hall. The professional village manager who was the guest lecturer was a bit late, and when he finally came in, he apologized, and this is what he said as an explanation:
I just wanted to call attention to Karen's post about about the potential development of wetlands in Redwood City, California. The land is presently designated as open space, but Cargill wants to build 12,000 housing units and 1 million square feet of office space on a salt marsh.
As it turns out, I am going back to Reagan Country in north-central Illinois for a long weekend. We were there last weekend, after the Pumpkin Fiasco, and now I'm returning for a volleyball match, but also to visit some additional historic sites. Here's a guide:
Things I Love:
- Brian announced what he would like to get me for Christmas: ANOTHER KITTY. You can imagine my excitement. It is such that I'm beyond even being about to use exclamation points and I have to revert back to using plain ol' periods. Also, this will be great for Fritz, who we think is getting pretty lonely, especially at night--we don't let him into the bedroom and he's taken to howling at all hours of the night.
- SHOPPING FOR KITTIES ZOMGZ CAN WE HAVE THEM ALL
- How affectionate Fritz has been lately. As we speak he's sitting in the chair with me, purring away.
- Brian, who despite claiming to have no idea how to get gifts for people has come up with an untoppable gift the second year in a row.
- Threadless, and online shopping in general. In the last week I have: ordered a Threadless shirt, ordered something from Woot (a WootOff, to be precise), pre-ordered a video game from Amazon, and ordered yet another Threadless shirt. The first one's already come in:
Things I Loathe:
- The PetSmart employee who I suppose didn't want to risk getting off even a few minutes late, so she lied to us and told us they don't do adoptions after 8pm. (They close at 9--we got there right at 8:30.) I called another PetSmart to confirm this isn't a company policy. We were going up to look again at a kitty we'd played with and loved last night (AFTER 8).
- My decreasing ability to control my RED IMPOSSIBLE ANGER! (That phrase is only going to be funny to me because I am a loser who has inside jokes with herself. I'm aggravated and will cheer myself up however I please, damn it.)
- Procrastination. Sigh. I cannot get myself to stick to a reading/study schedule and as a result, have something like 300 pages of (textbook) reading to do in a week before two tests next Tuesday.
I tried to watch the new ABC show "V" (apparently a remake of an earlier series) for two reasons: (a) it is science fiction, which I like, and (b) watching the promos for it, I had a definite feeling that the show is making an anti-Obama statement, and possibly was even designed for that purpose. The attractive-appearing aliens from space come offering "hope" and speaking other Obama-like messages, offering benefits like greatly improved health care--when, of course, they are really up to evil. And of course in the mind of the far right, Obama is an "alien," not an American. So I wanted to see how the show played out.
I lead a "personal poetry sharing circle" at a nearby Senior Center. Consequently, in my capacity as "leader," I felt I had better write a poem as an "example." The following is what I came up with.
It isn't polished, and perhaps isn't even complete. And it is kind of depressed, don't you think? Probably showing the frustration of being very retired.
But anyhow, it is what I wrote, as of this morning. The group meets this afternoon. I am going to take it.
It used to be that
life for me was
a big snow plow
astride the front of
a huge dump truck
Barreling along
Cleaning out, clearing away
Getting things done!
Aimed at accomplishments
and having some, too.
I was the driver.
Strongly, skillfully
I made a path
I blazed a trail
I won awards
I followed some others, true, but also
Some others followed me
Slowly, the path widened up, straightened out
Quite a good job, and
Quite a bit of hoopla!
Kids came to watch in their scarves and thick coats
they threw snowballs, and constructed
snow men
Overall, it was quite a show
But now, life for me is more like a west-bound train
passing silently in the night
over empty prairies and
past small towns
with no lights left on
and few residents left, either
A place to turn back, perhaps
to the buffalo
A place where just a drink of cool water
Causes excitement for many from many, many miles away
No one to wave to
Nothing to whistle at
And no reason to stop
Before the end of the line